yah so…
The Hysterosalpingogram shows that my fallopian tube is clear and fine. Watching the dye wiggle it’s way through the tube…was such a mixture of emotions today. I started to bawl on the radiologist’s table. They thought I was blissfully happy. I said nothing.
It makes no difference because Rick is going to flunk his test and it’s his fault and right now I hate him. Just pure hate.
The painters are here painting our house and I just want to kick them out…..make them go away.
((((hugs)))) It could possibly be NO ONE’S FAULT. I have heard of couples both being fertile but just NOT matching up. It took me TEN years to become pregnant and make it past the first 4 months of pregnancy. I had 4 miscarriages before my son and one after my daughter. I am thankful for the two healthy kids I have and that was the end of my making babies. ((((hugs))))
Why does it need to be someone’s fault? It is what it is. Some things were meant to be and some things? Well, life is hard. Four of my five kids I conceived while on birth control and even though I’ve had my tubes tied, I still worry every month that it will fail. There must be a greater plan, some reason I’ve been given the chance to raise all these kids. If you don’t have any more kids, maybe there is a reason that you can’t see right now.
P.S. I did my nails tonight and thought of you.