I feel horrible this afternoon. I feel feverish and cold and yet I also just plain feel like crap. I woke up tired and was fine most of the morning but then around 4 p.m. I started to just feel horrible. I just want to get up and go home but I’m sticking it out…who know’s what will happen in the future and I hate to waste my sick time.
I keep telling myself this is not all that we are right now and yet it feels like that’s all I think about. The “trying†part of popping pills and staring at calendars waiting out days. Perhaps I am stress sick this afternoon. Either way I feel like I could throw up…or something. I have a gross taste in my mouth and my head hurts….and I’m hot and feverish. I hope I’m not simply getting a cold right now….that would probably not help things much.
Ok enough….perhaps this is just PMS? I wouldn’t know…I’ve never had PMS with so much lack of menses.
I just want some hot tea, my bed, a quilt…Chloe curled up next to me and Rick to hold me…
Hope you feel better soon – could this be a side effect of the meds? I find that gingerale with all the fizzies stirred out and a bendie straw always make me feel better.
(((hugs))) sorry. it’s no fun to be sick. I hope you are better by the time you evenget this note. I’m thinking of you and sending you lots of HEALTHY BABY MAKING vibes. hehehehehe.