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it’s a wonderful lie, i still get by on those

February 5, 2010 by shishnit

Its cloudy dark, brooding and raining outside
 
I’m playing Paul Westerberg, doing laundry, drinking way too much coffee.
 

Archer Farms Fudge Brownie coffee…YUM
 
I’m introspective
 

I’m pushing people out
 
Last night I let Greg in
 

Greg is my brother (not really but we pretend he is)
 
Greg helped
 

Greg has this fantastic filter where he filters out the crap
 
And shines light on the funny things in life like
 

Clown porn, yes clown porn, it’s exists..google it
 
I’m happiest at home
 

My grandmother told me that my great grandmother also was happiest at home
 
I am an insane love for my own crib
 
My own place


Home  

Sometimes it’s best to wipe the brain clean
 
Clear the heart back to blank
 
Sit on the back patio
 

Watch the rain, imagine the impossibility of counting each rain drop And then slowly move from confusion, pack up disappointment
 

Methodically map your way to absolute acceptance  

That’s what unconditional love does
 
It finds its way back home
 

Whatever home is…such a complicated four letter word

on repeat today


1 Comment »

  1. clickmom says:

    You said google clown porn, so I did and now I can not erase that which is clown porn from my mind. I’m pretty sure this is the exact kind of situation where my mom (if she wasn’t dead) would say “If your friends tell you to jump off a bridge would you jump off a bridge?” Good thing I have sensible friends.

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