I’m a big believer in forgiveness.  I am trying to remind myself of that now.  I was once forgiven when quite honestly I don’t think I deserved the forgiveness.  I think in a marriage, sometimes your success is only as good as your willingness to forgive.
A happy marriage is the union of two good forgivers. — Robert Quillen
I am sometimes angry, sometimes hurt, mostly vacillating between ok and forgetting and remembering and being in fear.
I believe, however that we will be just fine. A bit more rugged for the wear, a bit stronger, a bit better, a bit more aware.  I am madly in love with him…and I know he loves me. Â